Tuesday, 27 August 2013

Just Want My Baby Home

Every night on my way to bed I walk past Lucas's empty crib and wonder when my baby will finally come home to me. 

He turned 1 week old today. He is still on semi demand feeding. He still only eats half of what they would like on his own. I hope that the next time he is switched to demand of he wants to continue with the 26ml that he will start waking up more often. As long as he gets his daily requirement he might still go home. 

I cringe every time someone asks me when he will be home. I don't know. And it breaks my heart every time I have to say that out loud. 

I've had to spend less time at the hospital. It was putting too much strain on Brycena routine constantly being carted around all day and not napping properly. The day I have all my boys under one roof will be the day I can finally breath again. 

Lucas is fine. He is healthy and doing well. He just doesn't want to eat on his own. And why would he when he can eat a he likes and get tube fed the rest. 

Jumbled blog for all the jumbled thoughts in my head right now.

I have so much sympathy for all the other parents and families that have to go through this too. 

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