Thursday, 4 September 2014

We Hit Our 1 year Breastfeeding Goal!!

We did it!! 

I can't believe I made it a year exclusively breastfeeding! I am so proud and incredibly amazed. 

Breastfeeding can be so hard and so challenging. 

My tips: 

1) if your baby is hungry, FEED THEM!

2) Don't care what anyone else thinks or says. It doesn't matter

3) Practise nursing in public, your life will be so much easier

4) take it one day at a time, one feed at a time. 

5) remind yourself why your doing it

6) enjoy the time with your baby, all too soon it's over and you will never get that time back



As I sit here typing this my heart is heavy. At only 2 weeks past his first birthday Lucas went to bed without nursing. I miss our nightly cuddles. We still have some during story time but it's not the same. It makes me sad that he's growing up so much. I still pump for the dayhome. He still mostly drinks breastmilk but soon that will end too. I thought I was ready to be done. But it's so hard to let go. I wish I could stay home and not work, wish I could continue breastfeeding just a little but longer, but it seems like it's not really in my control. 

To all mamas; you can do it! It's hard and it can be stressful! Push through. The reward is so much more than the stress. The bond, the comfort, the time. All irreplaceable moments in my mind. 

We made it a year! You can do it too. 

My baby is a Year old!!

To my brand new one year old. 

I can't believe how fast this year has flown by. The day you were born was one of the happiest and most terrifying days of my life. You came and you looked so perfect and heathy. Then because of what seemed like a harmless noise you were whisked away from me. 

All that remains of those long hard days are pictures posts and memories. 

Today you are just as I always thought you were, perfect and healthy. You filled a hole in our family we didn't know exsisted. You make the world brighter just by being you. 

Your smart and observant. I look at you and it amazes me how you are that same tiny baby. 

You've made Brycen a better person already by having you to care for. He loves trying to make you laugh and smile. You scream all the time just for fun and it drives daddy crazy!  I feel blessed every day to say your mine. 

You have 8 teeth and are almost walking. Your favorite people are mommy, daddy and Brycen. You love every dog you've ever seen. You still try and eat everything in site, including mommy and daddy's arms and faces. Your smile is infectious. 

I love you so completely. 

Happy birthday to my sweet tiny love, may your next year be even better than your last. 

Xo
Mommy